its not something i like to admit, that i think about it. because it isnt serious. i would never do it - literally. even if theres nothing else, id be too SCARED to do it. seriously, im a coward. i couldnt ever, no matter how otherwise convinced i became.
its more of a ......fascination. some people fantasize about their wedding, or about shopping.....i fantasize about driving off a bridge, or getting in a tube and just slicing my wrists.
i dont know if im making it sound any better
it scares me that he asked about it. i mean, hes probably the only one that would pick up on it, but did he actually know? or was it just a shot in the dark?
and what does he want to do about it?
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